When I made the decision to get into real estate, it wasn't something I jumped into to quickly. I felt that the Holy Spirit had moved me to do this. I was praying for a part-time job that would allow me to be able to take my children to school and pick them up, to be able to attend church both on Wave Women Wednesday's and Sunday Services, to be able to get our finances in order, they had been out of control for awhile, but it all came to a HALT back in August of 2008 when the Zoning of the city said that you can only have 5 unrelated children in daycare. No matter if your State licensed or not. So in the blink of an eye our financial world crumbled. Now, it took me awhile to understand what God's purpose was, and I am still in TRAINING. I went through the depressed stage, I went through the I'm so mad at this and that. I know that we were living high above our income, like most Americans, I now know I don't want to be like most people. We as a husband and wife had a lot of lesson's to learn. We are still learning to this day. I feel like I am rambling on here, but this has been heavy on my mind this week, and it's only Tuesday! Any how, I know we just have to trust that God's plan for us is bigger than we can imagine. Learning to sit and listen, educating ourselves, prayer, and the big one, putting our faith in the big guy upstairs, knowing he already has our plan all layed out. I have heard that we aren't suppose to pray for patience, but man it is so hard to be patient, I just have to say that. I'm not really sure where it says that in the Bible. If God has a 20 step program planned out and he knows already that we have been through 10,,,,,can't we just go on and jump to 20!!!
Patient-adj-1: bearing pain or trials without complaint-----(maybe I'm complaining, I'm trying not to!) 2: showing self-control:CALM (I'm trying,,,geesh) 3: STEADFAST, Persevering----patient-ly adv ( sometime I get tired, but I try to get back up).
Okay so no more complaining, get up, and know God is with you!
So, for Tuesday.......Look up and know he is here. Let the Holy Spirit do the job she or he needs to do,,,,,know he is here.
Back to the drawing board,

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