Currently, I am in a kind of awkward season in life. Just turning 42 September 30th of this year has been sort of bitter sweet. I think I am experiencing the "Empty Nester's" syndrome. I didn't think I was at first, but after some very long thought, I think I am. Nobody was really gone yet when someone first told me about it, but she also explained that it can happen when all you used to do isn't needed any longer. The kids get to the age when they become (or they think they do) somewhat independent and your no longer the taxi cab driver, the Mom who gets to participate in the activities that you use to sign the kids up for, the cook, the counselor, and anything in between. Funny how it all comes to a crashing HALT! I sort of feel like I'm wondering around trying to find me, Terri. Where do you start?
Things that use to interest me no longer do anymore. I can't quit find what it is I want to do. My daycare business finally came to and end after 17 years. I am working outside the home @ www.youngsupholstery.com doing something that I really have enjoyed thus far. Is it just another stepping stone for now? I don't know. Not sure still what I want to do, but I have decided to enjoy it, learn what I can, and make everyday count.
I am currently separated from my husband of 21 years. That's scary! Many different emotions going on there. Yes, I am the one who made that decision. I have been married since I was 20 years old. I have been with him since I was 18 years old. I have no real answers for that, none that many people really understand.
My daughter Mallory who is 19 has just married and moved away to the Fort Hood Texas area. CRAZY! I'm on board with that now, it wasn't easy. I just pray that they grow with each other and that they do well, enjoy life, keep each other inspired to be themselves, and take in all that life has to offer.
My son Michael, he is a senior in high school this year and is loving it. He is on the swim team at school, participates in the NJROTC program and wants to join the US Navy.
SO, that is the short story! Yes, all of these changes contribute to my weight loss issue. I have once again joined Weight Watchers so let's see what happens this round. Hoping to get back into those damn pants! Along the way I am going to experience life and try to see I can find myself and who I am.
